squeeze!!!

this evening i heard the priest again talking about 'squeeze yourself'. i just wrote about 'use it to the fullest' this afternoon and heard he said about squeezing made me think about myself.

i think, the priest is maybe the one that always try to make every single moment, single minute worthed. for example when he was on the plane, he can read and memorize, or draw and design church, think or compose a song, etc. it seems like he always try to make everyday to be meaningful and fruitful.

let's not wasting our time!
let's not wasting our talents!
for God has been so good to us...
and our race in this world is to get the crown...
after we finish the race,
after we try our best,
after we squeeeze ourselves,
all we do is not for our satisfaction...
but for Him!
for His glory!

let's not throw away even a minute from your life...
come on...start from now..
don't wait until tomorrow!
cheers ^^

use it to the fullest!

we often waste our time and money.

i feel like that.

i have a 'can be called' high end notebook but i haven't use it to the fullest. so what's the meaning of having a high tech machine like that?

i have a 'can be called' multi features handphone but i never use all the features, i just use it for phone and sms only.

i have a good MP3 player and recorder, but after finish my study i never use it to the fullest, i just use the 1 GB memory to share files between office and my laptop.

i have a great digital camera at its time. I think just this technology that i think very helpful for me, brothers and family.

so...please think and think and think before you buy something that require a bulk of dollars from your pocket but you won't use it to the fullest.

One Liter of Tears

15 year old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon to be high schooler. However, odd things have been happening to Aya lately. She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degenaration, a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?
10 episodes of the film One Liter of Tears make all of us realize that life is so short to live in but long also if we do not make it meaningful. Aya made everyone think about the meaning of life. She is so cheerful that make all of people around her forget what kind of disease on her. Aya died on 25 years old, but she still alive in her family’s hearts and the people who read her diaries. Aya always do her best, trying till the end of her life. She can’t do many things, but the only thing that she could do is writing, influence so many people. She said that she must write for others or she will do nothing in this life. The only thing that she thought is helping others. Wonderful, lovely, touching film, great job to Erika Sawajiri, you already made one liter of tears of mine.

sayang

hon, sayang aku sama kamu

my flats...

First Flat:
Teban Gardens Road
Ownernya si Audrey yang tiap bulan pasti pengen ketemu sama anak2 flat buat ngecek rumahnya trus ngajak kita dinner. kalo pas dianya ga bisa, pasti kita dikasi duit buat dinner sendiri without her....hehehe baik ya ^^

anak2 flat: dita, rita, melissa, laura, nelly

Flat ini depannya langsung Pandan Reservoir, trus dekat sama daerah industri gitu. yang enaknya, di lantai bawah langsung ada hawker...hahaha yg dipikiri makanan terus...hehehe...

I lived here from end of July 2006 - early May 2007. Salah satu ruangan yang didekor bagus ma si owner tuh kitchennya...

Second Flat:
Toa Payoh
Flat yang ini lebih dekat ke daerah central, trus sekitarnya banyak toko, tempat makan, bus dan deket MRT. owner kayaknya orang kaya, cowok ,masih single...hehehe...interiornya ditata bagus, master bedroomnya pa lagi. kalo dari sini ke kantor, bisa 2 macem transport: naik bus sekitar 30 menitan, naek mrt sekitar 20 menitan.

living area @ toa payoh

I live here starting from mid of May 2007...Di sini yang asyik itu, kitchennya lengkap semuanya, ditinggalin peralatannya sama si owner...trus lagi lengkap dah. Lina pelihara hamster, Dessy pelihara kura2...Dita mau pelihara apa ya...???

lembur

kemaren pertama kali lembur sampe 9.30pm. uda lumayan sepi, tinggal 3 org di bay sebelah lagi siapin competisi gitu, trus yg 1 lagi di bay ujung nun jauh di sana. di bay aku tinggal ak sendiri...

mata uda capek , seharian ini banyak yang dikerjain, masih ada yg salah2 juga, lupa kasi inilah, itulah...

pagi2 mestinya uda bikin daftar apa aja yang maunya dikerjain gitu, tapinya karena tiba2 boss datang dan minta ini itu, prioritas dia harus didahulukan dong ya...jadinya berubah semuanya deh...masihbanyak sih yg harus dikerjain lagi. mestinya hari ini tadi mau lembur lagi, tapi uda ah, ak di rumah aja, ngerjain d rumah baru senin dibawa ke kantor.mana blm bersih2 rumah dsbnya lagi...

td pagi uda disms si 'dita' kembaranku...hehehe...diajak bareng k kantor tapi akunya masih capek. semalaman nungguin si bapak satu itu ternyata ditinggal tidur ma dia...payah dah. pagi2 kebangun, gara2 stres semalaman langsung buat indomie dah...hehehehe ^^ duh jadi endut ni...

hari ini rencana mau buat programme buat kantor, biar sekalian belajar sama gampang trackingnya aja...harus selesai dah mlm ini...jia you!!!

bsk mo ke NUS balikin buku, uda kena denda hohoho...trusnya mo bolos katekisasi aja hahaha (kagak niat iki dita)...joking^^

anyway...kayaknya ak bisa bertahan di kantor, dan harus bertahan...memang harus belajar survive nih...pasti bisa, harus bisa!!! semangat!!!

promise

what is important with promise?

what is promise?

why it is important for me?

i hate when people easily say a promise but can't remember it, can't fulfill the promise he made by himself. it's better you keep silent than you say something that you will forget. it's better to say that you can't do it rather than you say you will do but you won't. it makes me hoping too much. too much energy used for just thinking and waiting for forgettable promise.

sepi

sepi...sepi...sepi...