really not easy!!!
i even can't write anything now, although i have so many things inside my head even i have talked to san for 50 minutes! (this is really the first time he felt he needed to call me and let his pulse finished in one go) - thanks bun, i love you so much!... there are still a lot of ideas, conflicts in my mind.
one clue: this is about 'job hunting'.
i am going to finish my course this early of May. i need to quickly find a job.
why?
- i need to continue my life, paying room rental, food, transportation, etc.
- i need to pay back tuition fee loan.
- i want to give back to my parents
- i want to save some money for future needed (marriage, school, house?, car?)
what kind of job?
- it is suggested not to continue working in project management field. it leads you to be a leader, a project manager who manage and control.
- it is suggested to continue working as an architect who does drawing and detailing. it sounds more appropriate as a woman (who will be a wife also) to maintain a character of caring, documenting and detailing.
so, what's the problem?
- of course it is a problem! (maybe a problem for me who doesn't know what God exactly wants me to be, not realize where He is going to guide me...hikz)
to be continued...
u're welcome honey....
ReplyDeletenice to talk to hear what's ur problem is...
by the way...that's right 50 minutes by indosat...85 rupiahs per 6 seconds...hehe...
i luv u so much...
i really care of u...